'Ear 'Ear!

I'm starting to think that I might not want my ear doing. It's such a small thing, it's at an inconvenient time and there are people far worse off than me waiting for an operation. And yet I've been waiting for this for so long. I knew that I wanted it doing when I first went to the doctors about it. I knew that I wanted it when I was sat in the specialists office. I was excited about it on Wednesday evening when I thought that in 24 hours I wouldn't have the odd ears that have bothered me for so long! Then the si ckness got to me and I started double thinking, perhaps over thinking. What if me being ill was a signal, an omen that I shouldn't have it done? I'm not even sure if I believe in omens but right now I'm almost convinced that it was. But I'm going for it anyway. I've waited too long for ths to just throw it away now and regret it later.