Except I don't think it is a stage two.
In a lot of ways, I've really come out of my shell in the past few years, but my occasional inability to form a coherent sentence is fast becoming more and more... less... occasional. Pun intended.
But seriously, I've been in a lot more frequent situations where I find myself unable to actually speak, and I can't even tell you whether I'm able to make noises when I'm in these situations, because it's never occurred to me to try, although I'd imagine I'm usually capable. It's not a loss of voice I experience, it's just a lack of words, and especially after today, quite honestly, I'm a bit scared. I explained this to my mum and she suggested going to the doctors, and I think it might be a good idea.
This sort of thing only tends to happen in speech, but I can't really narrow it down to any sort of situation. The most recent and common occurrences are when I'm explaining or justifying things, but it's so common when I'm just in a normal conversation. It's been suggested that it might be worsening when I'm tired or stressed, which would explain why I've been so terrible today. with the awkward and the silence and the oh my God, why is my mind not producing words?
Ugh. I'm actually having trouble writing right now, but tat might just be because I really am tired and stressed. Peace off.
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