Okay, so I've reached that stage of boredom where I want to answer 56 questions I found on a Facebook page.
1. Sexual orientation
Straight
2. What I'm really bad at
Talking
3. The one person whose arms I'd like to be in
Le boyfriend.
4. My best first date
My only first date. I guess it was the first time I saw him after we got together - he met me from drama, put his arm around me, and we walked around town with my friends. I loved it. It suited me well.
5. A description of my self esteem
Pretty low, but it's building. I know I can be awesome, and although I'm not perfect, nobody is.
6. A description of my best friends
The most awesome people I know. The have the ability to cheer me up and make me laugh and they're completely insane.
7. My favourite book
The Late Hector Kipling by David Thewlis. Never before has a book made me change the way I see myself in such an intense way.
8. Biggest turn offs
Lack of respect to anyone who deserves to be respected. Attention seeking.
9. Who my best friend is
Non existent. I don't have one singular best friend.
10. My favourite animal
Why must I choose?
11. Someone I miss.
My grandma. And grandad.
12. The reason behind my last breakup.
It was in year seven, I was only going out with him as a joke. I forgot I was going out with him until he dumped me. It was rather funny really.
13. What I did yesterday
Woke up, slept, woke up again, took cousins to school, felt awesome, ate porridge, slept, remembered I had to go out, ate soup, slept, got ready, went to Meadowhall, watched Avengers again, abused a tray, sat next to devil child on the bus, watched tv, slept.
14. What my greatest achievements are
Am I supposed to have some great achievement?
15. A description of the person I dislike the most
Completely up herself. Thinks she's col but she's not. Complete slag. Convinced that she is always right and will always get what she wants in life without working for any of it. Thankfully out of my life but I still can't stand her.
16. My favourite songs right now
Any song on the Strange Case Of.. album by Halestorm. I'm well and truly addicted.
17. How my last kiss went down
Fantastic, thanks.
18. What I find attractive in the preferred sex
A smile that makes me smile, good sense of humour, intelligent, good looking, good heart, romantic.
19. All of the pets I've ever had
Hamish McWindmilll - Hamster. Andrew Rory McWindmill - Hamster.
20. Favourite flavour of ice-cream
Orange and mascarpone cheese. Trust me.
21. The one place I want to be right now
Right here.
22. The meanest thing anyone has ever said to me
I don't know. I don't remember this kind of thing, because I know that thinking about insults people have thrown at you can hurt much more than they should, so I pay no attention.
23. Where I have lived before
Right here.
24. I'll love you if...
You earn my respect.
25. What are my future plans
Breathing.
26. An internal conflict I have with myself
<I'm hungry> <No, I'm thirsty> <No, I'm hungry> <Whatever, just get to the kitchen and solve both> <No.> <Okay so I'm lazy, mostly>
27. What I'm doing tomorrow
Watching Lord of the Rings with my boyfriend.
28. What I want to be when I get older
Alive.
29. Most embarrassing moment
Like the insult, I try not to think of those.
30. Two of my insecurities
Small breasts, huge spots.
31. What I would do if I won the lottery
Pay off everything I've ever been given by my parents, and buy my nan a house in Scarborough.
32. A description of the boy I like
Tall, dark hair, eyes I could stare at forever. Brilliant, kind, caring, generous, awesome, amazing.
33. What I love most about myself
My taste in music.
34. My biggest pet peeves
Putting my hand in somebody else's chewing gum they've stuck under a desk.
35. What bands I've seen live
Jools Holland's Rhythm & Blues Orchestra, Elton John, James Blunt, Michael Bublé, HeavenSent7, and Madness.
36. Who my best friends are
Stop repeating questions.
37. How many kids I want in the future
None. Or at least I don't think I do.
38. My idea of a perfect date
Anything can turn out to be a perfect date if you're with the right person.
39. What I'm really good at
Nothing. I'm mildly good at a few things, but really good at nothing.
40. Most traumatic experience
Having my grandma's death described as "not waking up". Despite that being pretty much what happened, I can't help but think if she knew what was happening, and the thought of her in pain makes me cry every time I think about it.
41. Where I would like to live
Right here.
42. The nicest thing anyone's ever said to me
I can't remember. You just made me cry, there a re no happy thoughts. It's like a dementor attack.
43. Do I like where I am right now?
Yes.
44. What can I hear right now?
The tapping of the keyboard and the whir of my laptop.
45. My relationship with my siblings
He used to love me, then he hated me (not seriously, just sibling rivalry), now we're cool and he's my technology dude.
46. All of the pets I've ever had
Stop repeating questions.
47. My biggest worry currently
That I won't get my room ready for tomorrow in time and I'll look like an idiot.
48. Something I've wished for repeatedly
I can't tell you or it won't come true.
49. My relationship with my parents
Excellent. I couldn't live without them. I wouldn't be able to function without them here and their guidance. I respect them greatly and owe them more than I can ever repay them.
50. What words make me the best about myself
That makes no sense whatsoever.
51. Something I should have said a long time ago
... Nope.
52. What my last text message says
The gist of it is that I am thanked, and I am loved. I shall divulge no more.
53. What I hate most about myself
I can be self centred, selfish, a bitch, and I lash out at people without meaning any of it.
54. Biggest turn ons
Is that not the same question as 18, just reworded?
55. What words upset me the most
Words should create beauty, not upset.
56. What I hate/hated most about school
Leaving.
I hope you enjoyed that.